July 2011
Maybe my new style is skinny. I want to be skinny.
I want to look skinny. I want people to be jealous of my skinniness. I want people to worry for ,e health. Fuck
I feel like I have no style right now. Fuckkkkkk.
Maybe partying will help
Maybe reckless sex will help
Maybe a piercing will help
Maybe a tattoo will help
Maybe cutting will help
Maybe adderall will help
Maybe blow will help
The only thing that will help is you
And you don’t want to help anymore
7877) At this very moment, I want to starve myself to perfection and I don't give a fuck who notices
I'm so horny
7850) i eat more now because i tell myself im getting better, but right after i throw it all up. I dont want to get better. Why am i so pathetic? Why am i not losing weight? i just want to die.
7863) I don't do this because I want to make people jealous. I don't do it to make guys like me more. I don't do it so they'll be sorry for what they said to me. I do it because I want to feel confident, happy, in control. But until I get below 100 lbs, all I will feel is hunger pains.
You are beautiful, never forget that ! (:
I know I’m pretty but I rarely feel it or look it lately. But thank you :)
Confession : I need to start being more nice to people.
omg. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE HIM
